Shoaib's Story



Shoaib is such a special word
A word that brings to mind
A big warm smile
Lots of lovely memories
A way of been kind
Shoaib is such a special word
Because it stands for you


Nobody knows how I feel inside
Nobody knows but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying' inside
And nobody knows it but me
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking' about the love that we had
And I'm missing' you
And nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screaming' at night if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah, my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get, you could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be loving' you still
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me
Nobody, nobdy, but me.....
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing' you
And nobody knows it but me...



I think of you and tears start to flow
It broke my heart to see you go
Your final moments were filled with pain
But still you did not complain
I love and miss you with all my heart
But I know our souls will never be apart
The angels came and took you away
Although I wanted you to stay
All I have now are memories of you
That no one can take no matter what they do
So rest my child in god's arms Let the angels kiss your face
For now I'll hold you in my heart till I meet you in that place

Love Mummy


When angels came
And called your name
You had to go
We had to remain
And things will never be the same
But I know one day
I'll see you again

Love Daddy


Twinkle twinkle little star
I keep wondering how you are
Up above the world so high
Where I can't reach you no matter how hard I try

Love Daddy


God looked around his garden and found an empty place
He then looked down upon his earth and saw your lovely face
He put his arms around you
And lifted you to rest
His garden must be beautiful
He always takes the best

Arshad & Shaida


As the days come and go
And the world moves on
We'll know you're still here
You'll never be gone
But in heaven rejoiced
As you came to sight
For your soul was a diamond
Shoaib you'll be forever in our hearts

Nadia, Waqas, Sabrina and Zayn


Beautiful baby Sho
You will always be our bro
You may gone to heaven
But will never be forgotten.
We think of you day and night
We see your star shining bright
You touched our heart in a special way.
God sent us an angel from above
To teach us how to love
And now that your job is done
That's why you're gone
God has more work in heaven for you to do
But we will always love and miss you

Marium, Maariaand Haleena


Where can I find a baby like you?
No one on earth can replace you
Where ever I go
What ever I do
There's always time to think of you
You're deep in my heart
You're deep in my soul
You'll never be forgotten
No matter how old I grow
You're my sweet heart
You will always be remembered

Henna (Bobo)


The cutest baby came into this world
To bring such joy
His name was Shoaib
He was so brave
He tackled anything in his way
The star in his eyes shine so bright
The red in his cheeks glows now and then
His long eyelashes curlier than ever
Nobody was this gorgeous ever!!!

Sophie and Aisha


A golden heart stopped beating,
Clapping hands to rest,
Allah broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best,
He saw you getting tired
A cure was not to be,
So he put his arms around you
And whispered "Shoaib come with me".
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you never went alone,
For all our love went with you
The day Allah called you home.
A million times we thinks of you
A millions tears we cry
Life just is not fare and we often wonder why.
Forever in our hearts and souls
We miss you everyday
For you truly are an angel now
And heaven is where you play.
If tears could build a stairway
And memories a lane
We'd walk right up to heaven
And bring you back again.
Forever in our memories
Forever in our hearts
We miss you more then words can say
Love you always

Shazia Ail


A mother's love knows no bounds
No stronger bond can be found
Mother and child are connected from the start
There is a string from heart to heart.

Nothing can break this heartstring
No matter what the future may bring
A mother loves her child foreve
The heartstring holds them together.

It is a love of the sweetest kind
There is nothing more beautiful you will ever find
And even death cannot break this bond
It knows no earthly ties, it is here and beyond.

We are connected to our children forever by this love
Even when God calls them to his home above
Nothing can change this love, not time, nor words or even death's bitter string
We are connected forever by the heart string

Author unknown


He's gone up to heaven
To be with the angels you see
My time with him was no longer to be.
I miss him, I love him
And yes I am sad
But he has no more pain
And for that I am glad.
We didn't know when He gave him to us
He would not be here for long
But oh how it hurts
I need to be strong.
The four and half years we had him
Was not quite enough
You see, we weren't ready to give him up.
My arms ache to hold him
My eyes want to see
That beautiful smile, he always gave me.
His eyes they did sparkle
He was the light of my life.
Dear god in heaven "why did he die?"
I know in my heart
That he's happier now
Laughing and playing and running around.
With wings white as snow
He's flying real high
It's just really heard to say goodbye.

Author unknown


"The Mention of my Child's name
May bring tears to my eyes,
But never fails to bring
Music to my ears.
If you are really my Friend,
Let me hear the beautiful
Music of his Name.
It soothes my broken heart
And sings to my soul.

Author Unknown


You can shed tears that he is gone.
Or you can smile because he lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back.
Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him.
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live for yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember him and only that he is gone.
Or you can cherish his memory and let it live on,
You can cry, close your mind and be empty, and turn your back.
Or you can do what he would want, smile, open your eyes, love and go on

Author unkown


A Day, a Week, a Lifetime
When I wake up in the morning
I ask myself
How will I get through this day
Without You
As I dress and prepare to start my day
I wonder
How will I go on
Without You
As the day slowly slips away
I remember how you made me laugh
And I smile
Without You
At the end of the day
As I prepare to close my eyes
I know in my HEART
I couldn't have gotten through the day

Author Unknown


Last night while I was trying to sleep,
My son's voice I did hear
I opened my eyes and looked around
But he did not appear.
He said "Mom you've got to listen,
You've got to understand
God didn't take me from you, Mom
He only took my hand
When I called out in pain that night,
The instant that I died,
He reached down and took my hand,
And pulled me to his side.
He pulled me up and saved me
From the misery and pain
My body was hurt so badly inside,
I could never be the same.
My search is really over now,
I've found happiness within,
All the answers to my empty dreams
And all that might have been.
I love you and miss you so,
And I'll always be nearby.
My body's gone forever,
But my spirit will never die!
And so, you must go on now,
Live one day at a time.
Just understand-
God did not take me from you,
He only took my hand.

Author unknown

Angel in Heaven

There's a special Angel in Heaven that is a part of me.
It is not where I wanted him but where God wanted him to be.
He was here but just a moment like a nightime shooting star.
And though he is in Heaven he isn't very far.
He touched the heart of many like only an Angel can do.
We would have held him every minute for the end we only knew.
So I send this special message to the Heaven up above.
Please take care of my Angel and send him all my love.

Author unknown


Why God takes the little ones
I swear I'll never know
You had so much life to live
It just wasn't time to go.

For comfort, now, I think of you
With tiny little wings
Up above, in a beautiful place,
listening to angels sing.

You'll never know the pain I feel
The hurt you left behind.
Oh, what I wouldn't give to hold you one more time.

I carried you in my womb,
Then I carried you in my arms
And now, until it no longer beats
I'll carry you in my heart

Author unknown


I thought of you and closed my eyes and prayed to God today,
I asked him, what makes a Mother
And I know I heard him say…
A Mother has a baby this we know is true
But God, can you be a Mother when your baby is not with you?
Yes you can, he replied, with confidence in his voice.
I give many women babies, when they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime, others for a day,
And some I send to fill your womb but there is no need to stay.
I just don't understand this God, I want my baby here.
He took a breath, cleared his throat and then I saw a tear,
I wish I could show you what your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile with other children and say…
We go to earth to learn our lessons of love, life and fear
My Mummy loved me so much I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a Mum, who had so much love for me,
I learnt my lessons very quick my Mummy set me free.
I miss my Mummy so very much, but I visit her each and everyday,
When she goes to sleep, on her pillow there I lay,
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek and whisper in her ear,
Mummy don't be sad, I'm your baby and I am here.
So, my dear sweet, your children are ok,
Your babies are in my home and here is where they will stay.
They will wait with me until your lessons are through,
And on the day that you come, they will be at the gates
Waiting for you.
So now you know what makes a Mother, you.
It's the feeling in your heart,
It's the love you had so much of right from the start,
Though some may not realise until their time is done,
Remember all the love you had
And know you're a special Mum.

Author unknown


"People think we have forgotten when at times they see us smile.
Little do they know the heartache that our smiles hide all the while.
Beautiful memories are wonderful things that last till the longest day.
They never wear out, they never get lost and can never be given away.
To some you may be forgotten, to others a part of the past.
But to those who loved and lost you
Your memory will always last."

Author unknown